Aloha! 

So, half of the keys aren't working on this keyboard. So don't look weird if I make spelling mistakes, or random stuff is just missing from a word.

Kind of a lot has happened lately, and I'm way busy with everything.
School is wanting a lot of my time, and I have lots of assignments, I really really should start on my Dutch thing, and "Maatschappijleer."  I'm also "going to buy a house with melanie"  for Management & Organisation. And it's just a lot of work.
I also started to help Matthe train the U12 team from basketbal, always good for your Ego, because those kids actually think I'm good at basketball.
Too bad most of the guys are quitting next year =( No more Foeke, no more Fabian. I'm already happy enough Luuk lives around the corner (a) Anyways, I'm going back to my old basketball team next year. Luckily. Lots of fun with Elcke and Robin it will be =D 
For the rest I'm still going to help matthe to train and coach the U12 team, which will be U14 next year.
Dancing lessons are still going very well, Having lots of fun together with Jaap. And I haven't got any concerts planned! =o Emilie Autumn was the last one... I actually kissed Emilie =p And Deathstars was still.. divine.
Joyce is also coming back from America soon, so I'll have to go to Amsterdam to shop and eat Ben & Jerry icecream.
In two weeks,I'm also going to Den Haag with school... SHOPPING! =D 

Anyways... I have no idea what to tell.
Not much interesting things, 'cause I don't think it's interesting for you all to know that I miss luuk already when he isn't even gone yet.

So in that case, I'll stop writing before I'll blurt out a lot of nonsense.

Take care! <3

Sushi.

Aloha! 

Jups, as you can read in the title: Sweet Sixteen! =D 
Yesterday it was my 16th birthday,
I don´t feel any different though. Even though I´m now allowed to buy and drink alcohol, buy cigarettes and stuff. Anyways, yesterday was quite boring.
I celebrated my birthday past Sunday. I had a lot of fun, and Luuk met the whole family.
Heheh, poor him.
Ofcourse, my mom showed babypictures. (What do mothers have with the combination of birthdays, babypictures and boyfriends.)
Anyway, I got spoiled... a lot! I think my parents and Luuk had like... too much money or something *shocked* Even though Luuk´s presents were very cute <3 For the fact he kind of ... only knows me for such a short time.

Anyway, for the rest life is quite busy. I barely see Rosa at school, ´cause she just isn´t there. And a lot of projects and reports are coming up and so much to do. And my schedule was already quite filled, and now I have to fit in a boyfriend as well. (Not like I mind (A) ) But it is getting quite busy.
I also want to buy a ticket for Summer Darkness.
Emilie Autumn & The Birthday Massacre are playing there and I really want to go there! =D I´m going to drag lany with me.  Probably my vacation to belgium isn´t going to happen. too bad. But I´ll see lindy at summer darkness then.

Much More I don´t have to tell, so... bye!

XX Sushi

Aloha!

So, yet another update.
There've been two gigs I've been to since the last update: The Rasmus and Deathstars.
The Rasmus was okay, Rosa and I were already  talking about it a week from before. Everyday counting like: So many days 'til Saturday! 
While with Deathstars we finally got the idea of: Hey, we're going to a gig. Only a few moments before the door opened.
Deathstars was the most incredible best gig I've ever been to <3 It started out like crap, because I wasn't allowed to enter. "you're not sixteen yet, go away." NOWHERE did it say it was 16+ and Rosa, was allowed to go in, they only checked my ID from the group. The rest was already inside. I didn't have a phone, coat or money. And the security just threw me out. Wel, nice security, sending a 15 year old girl out without a coat, cellphpone. I even asked if I could ask Patrick for a cellphone, but they just said I had to leave.
Luckily my mom was in Enschede as well and they found a way to get me in. But my dad did got angry and just sent an angry email.  I mean, coome one... two weeks and I'm sixteen.
We managed to get in the front.,.., like really really front row. And Whiplasher's mic just got set up right in front of our faces. IT WAS HEAVEN! Slashy on stage, contact with band members. During the second song Cat just grabbed my hand and gave me his guitar pick.
And after the gig I ran into Skinny, we got autographs and pictures and everything.
So great!

The day after was also very funny. After basketball, I went with Robin and the u20 guys team to Germany to watch Dorien play a basketball game. I was a lot of fun, and afterwards. Robin, Matthe, Koen, Foeke, Luuk, Karel Felix and I went for something to drink. We found out Luuk lived like 50 m. from my house XD which was kind of funny, because we didn't knew that. So like, at 1 am. We decided to get pizza. and we had too much fun and XD we laughed so much. SO eventually we had to go home. And Luuk had to bring me home, but we just made a detour we could get home in 5 minutes but we spent like 45 minutes making a detour, and another 45 minutes talking in my backyard XD 
Yesterday he also brought me home from basketball, and normally  my curfew throughout the week is half past 9 but my parents just went to sleep when I still wasn't home at half past 10. *shock*
yeah XD more talking. He's really fun to talk to =D 

Anyways, nothing much has happened. Haven't seen Rosa in a while, because she isn't much at school lately. And we made an expose your talent movie XD which turned out like crap, but it was quite funny.

Anyways, that's all =)

Xx Sushi

Still alive.

This time, this was a serious lack of updateI think. It's just, some priorites of life changes. And updating this, isn't really a big priority anymore.

The reason I started this livejournal, was actually to just write things off, trying something different than a hand-written journal. Those reasons actually changed because of a certain person. The only reason I liked updating this journal, was because he would read it. I have no idea if he still reads, but there wasn't much to read lately. I kind of closed this sort of door in my mind, which helps me not to think too much about the past anymore and about things I can't get back .So I can go on with my life, have fun and everything.

So, my life at the moment looks pretty good. My vacation is coming to an end again, and just before the vacation I had test week. Which I screwed up pretty much.

The best day of my vacation must be tuesday. Basketball. After my own training, with the team I play in, Robin and I decided to also do a training with the guys from the u20 team. Who didn't mind we took part in the training. The moment we came walking up to the guys, Fabian started to wave at me. He's very nice, and he kept giving me attention the whole time. which was very funny. All the guys are very nice, all trying to boost our confidence so we have fun playing, which worked. At one point Fabian didn't want to be in the same team with me, because he said we were like... just as good at the other, so it would be unfair if we played in the same team. Which was like,... not true, he's way better (He practically doesn't miss a shot.) He was just so sweet, and I have a lot of fun with him. And me made me blush several times. Like when Foeke asked what my name was again. So Robin was like: Her name is Suzanne.And Fabian started to sing: Suzanne, Suzanne. It's a dutch song, but knowing how the lyrics went on after that part, just made me blush. Yeah. Since I don't think about some people that much anymore, there came to be some space in my mind for other people. And one person, and maybe you can already guess who it is, won't go out of my mind anymore. Unfortunatel, Fabian probably only sees me as a friend, and my parents think he's like... too old for me. I mean, he's 19, I'm almost 16. 3 years of difference isn't that much.
Anyways.
Tonight we have dancing lessons again. I still dance with Jaap and we're having a lot of fun.And for the rest nothing much to tell about my  life I guess.
If you want to know something, ask..

Xx Sushi 

Aloha! ^^ 

At first: very late happy  new year to everyone.
I seriously lacked updating this time, but I've been very busy and very lazy, so that's not really a good combination (A)
What to tell? 
Well, I had a nice christmas, The 23rd of December, Patrick came over, and we all stayed at lany's house for a sleep-over. It was really fun XD We watched a couple of movis, including Aladdin, and some horror movies. We stayed up 'til 3 just lying on lany's bed with the three of us XD Laughing about nothing, and Lany tried to get Patrick that far that he'd take off his shirt, which he did. He didn't really seem to mind lying in one bed with two girls XD 
Next day, he had to get back early because he had to work ,so we got up early and we were like so tired. And when we went to my grandparents that evening, Lany and I were both practically sleeping. But we had fun, got a lot of presents, including an Emilie Autumn concert ticket =D It'll be the third time I'm going to see Emilie Autumn live, she's just so great. Lany and I are already thinking about our outfits.
the 31st of December, Lindy came over for a sleep-over, beacuse otherwise she'd be home doing nothing, and we invited also a lot of other people over at our house. So we were like with at least 20 people in our house. With a chocolate fountain and like 3kilo chocolate. We only ate like 1 kilo, and then everyone, including me, was kind of sick of the chocolate XD And I can tell you, everything was like covered in chocolate the next morning, so my mom had to clean it all.

So, school started again last week, and I'm home sick now, Rosa's already sick for a week, and I didn't really feel good today. I'm going to school tomorrow again, since we have an english test tomorrow. We really have a lot of work for school, lots of tests, presentations and things we have to hand in.
THe weather is quite nice lately, it's been freezing, and lots of snow. Too bad I haven't had time to make a snowman or snow angels XD Now the snow is starting to disappear again =( But it's been like the first time in 12 years we could ice-skate on ice that wasn't artificially made.

What to tell more?
I'm really becoming addicted to the movie Repo! the genetic opera. It's a rock opera, and they call it an instant cult classic, like, the rocky horror pictures show of this generation.
I haven't seen hte movie yet, but the songs are just.... <3 loooove! <3 www.repo-opera.com You should check it out =) I know Paris hilton plays in the movie, but that isn't a reason I wouldn't watch it, because of what I've seen, she doesn't make the movie like horrible or something.
And Terrance as graverobber is just <3 *drool*
Lol, he just has something, and his voice is sooooo great! I just love the song Zydrate Anatomy.
I can't wait for it to be out on dvd, even though I"ll probably have to get it from America, or maybe I can get it from Belfast. I really can't wait to see it =D 
So, check it out! 'Cause Repo! is just great! 

Also something very weird has happened. I started text messaging XD Yeah, me! =o I'm like the biggest cellphone Noob you can ever imagine, but I finally found someone to text with., Even though I don't have any credit left because of that. But even though he knows I can't text back, Max still keeps sending me "sleeptight"  and "goodmorning"  texts every day <3 He's so sweet! 

So, that was pretty much everything I guess,
bit of an update on my life XD I hope I'll find time to update soon again =) 

Xx Sushi

Aloha ^^ 

My mood has gotten some kind of better.
Yesterday we celebrated Sinterklaas. My grandparents came over and Lany was here too. I got presents =D Lolz.
I got a sleepy hollow dvd, brilliant movie, Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.. amazing. One of my favorite movies for sure. I got three pairs of striped over knee socks, the lama´s game. Lol, my mom figured it would be a better replacement for Madwish than the drinking game I bought Jelle for his birthday. She wasn´t too happy with that XD 
So we had fun, I had weird and chanceless conversations with Lany. We also gosspid a lot. I won´t say about who though, we might hurt he´s feelings, but he´s too nice to hurt his feelings XD And desperate.
Anyways,

I´m having weird conversations on msn.
Ross and I are just asking random questions to eachother, getting to know eachother better XD it´s kind of fun. Like standard questions: what is your favorite movie XD to: Do you ever wear stockings?
I know, I have no life.
Tomorrow basketball, I`m going to get so mad if people are going to nag again.
My computer is also being weird again, must be some kind of virus or something. Blagh. I`m hungry XD 
Random, I know, I don´t really have interesting stuff to tell, my life still isn´t interesting.

I love weekend, only 2 more weeks ´til christmas vacation =D

Xx Sushi

Hey again,

Too long ago, right? 
Time is still going fast lately, lots of nagging and I screwed up some things.

At first, the presentation went okay, we got a 7. So that´s good, my average for ANW is above failure.
That was kind of the only good thing.
Gino is mad at me, beacuse I wasn´t at basketball training , I really didn´t feel good, and blabalbla this and that. I really am getting sick of all that nagging, ´cause now my parents are also nagging that I`m not going with them to some friends sunday, because I have a basketbal game.
The rest of the week was kind of boring, Rosa was sick, again, so she wasn´t at school whole week. I saw Joe Bonamassa, this blues guy at our school but he didn´t play anything beacause he was ill, so he only talked.

And I think I screwed up one of my friendships =( 
That´s not fun, ´cause he´s really nice and I´ve been quite mean to him, so now all our msn conversations end up dead. And well.. he´s coming over to Winterswijk during christmas holidays, so I hope it´ll go okay.

Meh, I feel so left out.

I don´t really feel like explaining everything, not like anyone is reading this journal, so it isn´t interesting at all.

So for that reason, I´ll quit again.

Bye.

meh,

I´m kind of bored XD 
Can´t see why, since I´m making my christmas list. You can totally see lany and I have the same interests, ´cause we made our lists together and there are a lot of same things on it XD
for the rest I´m doing Rosa and mine ANW presentation.
Mondaaay. *totally not looking forward to it*
My french test went okay  today, and almost weekend, lol.
I also applied for a job... again XD Would be fun if I get hired, ´cause Leilanie And Cas work there also :P

More I don´t have to tell. My l ife is booooring! =p

Xx Sushi

It snows! =D 
Best thing that happened in days. Me loves snow.
Everything so white =D 


I did another try of fixing my tire. My dad gave me a whole lecture about everything my mom already  nags about, only he nags through phone.
It´s deadly cold outside, but with a coat, I still manage to walk around in a t-shirt. it´s like... hot inside, and well... it isn´t too bad outside, even though my fingers freeze,

And my jeans died. =( It was my best jeans.
Meh, I don´t have money to buy a new one.

and I have no idea which music to listen.
soo I´m listening to stupid dutch songs.
Songs who are named Suzanne are horrible, especially the one from VoF de kunst.

Meh.

I´m bored.

Life sucks.
But I guess everyone knew that already.
Christmas vacation is coming up, that will mean we´ll get a paper home with all our grades on it.
I´ll be grounded for life.
I´m scared.
They are going to nag about French, and they aready nagged about German.

I hate it,
and why don´t some people just say bye when they leave?
Too difficult for their little brains?
Meh, my mood is far below zero now. Watch out.